Solitude Pt. 1

作词 : Spylent

作曲 : Spylent

编曲 : HYPER MUSIC

混音 : DX肖夏

母带：全相彦

The solitary life that I’m living

I’m getting mentioned left and right

But there’s always a part of me that’s missing

My mama used to tell me, son, don’t forget what you’ve been driven by

Looking back, should’ve listened

I just got a call from my high school friend, he said you different

Can I get a signature bro you been drippin’

Yeah, I remember them all, memory is vivid

Now it’s gradually replaced by all these digits

Yeah I hear them talk, and then talk, prolly ain’t gon’ never stop

Loss, restall, opps I see them all fall

Rot, yeah, since when I got a cold heart

Flaws, tryna make sure they won’t get caught

Most of the nights, I was spending with my own door locked

I was so patient, I’m waiting just for a rain to pour

I told them I just want more

I see my my peers, none of their rap could match what I say

Handed the right plate, but you don’t have the right taste

My feelings torture me, I couldn’t find the right phrase

Once you’ve made enough mistakes you start figuring out the right way

Found myself the best therapist, clueless bout my case

Dollars or RMB, two options I face

I’m preaching to the new generation, put them aside

Cuz if they gon’ hate, they gon’ hate, who are you tryna sway

Yeah, uh

If it were meant to come, it will come, it’d be gone if you don’t survive the blaze

I used to doubt like twice a day, do I suffice the praise

Life has taken too much from me without no decency

But I’ve always known I was planted with somewhat different seed

They can count me out but they can’t deny that I’m lit indeed

Heard them say I’m temporary, you must be kidding me

SPYLENT, the name in history

Resentful I still remember how much you owe

You know it means that you’re finally on your own

Sometimes I don’t wanna talk to nobody

I just need a moment to reflect, a moment to reset

I put down a lot of offers, still not sure if that’s correct

Everything just moves on, there is no time to regret

Left my city, left my bros

I got zero or too many home

Art requires the vulnerable

But my lifestyle is harming the soul

Twenty two, young man what you wanna do

You can tear that shit down, paint the town blue

Who you gonna listen to, me or you, huh, say it

Who you gonna pick a bone with, me or you, say it

Mind your own business, it’s really all about bread

It’s all the mental shit, mentally, boy, you insane

Practice makes it perfect, perfect, perfect, perfect, per- per- per- per-

Uh

Uh

(Are you gonna break this chain)

(Are they gonna say your name)

Put yourself in my position, how is that even possible

Art is futile, it’s a joke, play this part at my funeral

Everybody lies, I lie the most furiously

I’m urinating on this beat, I wanna prove that I’m free

Ah, I guess it’s time to say goodbye

Memorize these lines in case you never find peace inside

You’d be burned with these pages, flame dictated by the crowd

Maybe that day you will know the feeling of

Resentful I still remember how much you owe

You know it means that you’re finally on your own