I messed it up again

作词 : Vanessa Tinberus

作曲 : Vanessa Tinberus

编曲 : Vanessa Tinberus

Was it all my fault

I was wiped out and kicked off the table

Hostile eyes would fall like ravens

Prey on my clumsy steps and jokes that weren't funny at all

Can you believe I once joined the army

Echoing violence

Impressed by their 'humor'

While the eye of the storm laughed it off

Did he regret it after all

Is it worth it to act like somebody else

Is it a crime to feel like a kid

Am I a monster ruining everything

Like right now, like hundreds of times before

I treated chances as alms and turned them down

As a backup choice with a conqueror's heart

From each answer shouted in class

They knew that I got to have it all

But it wasn't my plan to waste all the money

On a dozen pairs of trendy shoes

Printed exam reviews

Curbside comfort food

I know they want me to have it all

Is it worth it to act like everybody else

Why do I always feel like a kid

Am I a monster ruining everything

Like right now, like hundreds of times before

I smashed the toys and waited for adults to clean up the mess

I skipped the graduation with a lame excuse and sent my dad there

The city was asleep when the ground service called, and he drove me back

Did I ever learn responsibility? Did I ever foresee regrets?

I haven't heard from the innocent boy cuz he went to a different school

I heard the leader of the army became an introvert too

I finally see my soul unique, I no longer ask for money

But I'm still a monster ruining everything

Did I mess it up again, did I, did I

Did I mess it up again, did I, did I

Did I mess it up again

Did I mess it up again, did I, did I

Did I mess it up again, did I, did I

Did I mess it up again