I'm Not Here

作词 : Kiri T/Max McKellar

作曲 : Kiri T

You could turn the blinds

Slam the door shut

It doesn't stop the blood from dripping on the floor

You could run the tap

Watch the bubbles glisten

It doesn't wash the stain off your Brooks Brothers

So burn the sweet Lucy in the air

Flicker all the scarlet lights to green

Run your fingers down my pretty hair

Doesn't mean you didn't cause me painful twisted dreams

Slipped through the cracks

Caught up in your own tracks

Oh babe I'm chilling high by the bleachers

Don't be surprised

Oh boy, kiss me goodbye

Oh babe, please tell me how the pain hurts

Oh why would you care, I'm not here

But now that you're here I'm not here

Slipped through the cracks

Caught up in your own tracks

Oh babe, I'm chilling high by the bleachers

Cover your ears and close your eyes

Doesn't mend the holes you punched through the walls

Don't you cry about it, don't complain about it

You reap the seeds you sow, hey, I told you so

So burn the sweet Lucy in the air

Flicker all the scarlet lights to green

Run your fingers down my pretty hair

Doesn't mean you didn't cause me painful twisted dreams

Slipped through the cracks

Caught up in your own tracks

Oh babe I'm chilling high by the bleachers

Don't be surprised

Oh boy, kiss me goodbye

Oh babe, please tell me how the pain hurts

Oh why would you care, I'm not here

But now that you're here I'm not here

Slipped through the cracks

Caught up in your own tracks

Oh babe, I'm chilling high by the bleachers

Now cuz I’m not here

You need me

Now cuz I’m not near

You appear

You broke down in tears

Oh my dear

And now I’m indifferent