i hate u,i love u

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作曲 : Olivia O'Brien/Garrett Nash

feeling used,

but I'm,

still missing you,

and I can't,

see the end of this,

just wanna feel your kiss,

against my lips,

and now all this time,

is passing by,

but I still can't seem to tell you why,

it hurts me every time I see you,

realize how much I need you,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i love you,

don't want to, but i can't put,

nobody else above you,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i want you,

you want her, you need her,

and I'll never be her,

i miss you when i can't sleep,

or right after coffee,

or right when i can't eat,

i miss you in my front seat,

still got sand in my sweaters,

from nights we don't remember,

do you miss me like i miss you?

****ing around and got attached to you,

friends can break your heart too, and,

i'm always tired but never of you,

if i pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit,

i put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit,

i type a text but then i never mind that shit,

i got these feelings but you never mind that shit,

oh oh, keep it on the low,

you're still in love with me but your friends don't know,

if you wanted me you would just say so,

and if i were you, i would never let me go,

i don't mean no harm,

i just miss you on my arm,

wedding bells were just alarms,

caution tape around my heart,

you ever wonder what we coulda been?

you said you wouldn't and you ****ing did,

lie to me, lie with me, get your ****ing fix,

now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ****ing mixed,

always missing people that i shouldn't be missing,

sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance,

i know that i control my thoughts, and i should stop reminiscing,

but i learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings,

when love and trust are gone,

i guess this is moving on,

everyone i do right does me wrong,

so every lonely night, i sing this song,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i love you,

don't want to, but i can't put,

nobody else above you,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i want you,

you want her, you need her,

and i'll never be her,

all alone i watch you watch her,

like she‘s the only girl you've ever seen，

you don't care u never did,

you don't give a damn about me,

yeah all alone i watch you watch her,

she's the only thing you've ever seen,

how is it you never notice,

that you are slowly killing me,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i love you,

don't want to, but i can't put,

nobody else above you,

i hate you i love you,

i hate that i want you,

you want her, you need her,

and i’ll never be her。