Arose

作曲 : Marshall Mathers

作词 : Marshall Mathers

If I could rewind time like a tape, inside a boombox

倘若我能像倒转磁带一样倒转我的过去（阿姆2007年年末因为摄入过量美沙酮将近死亡，被送去医院抢救，这里说的是阿姆在死亡边缘时的内心感受）

One day for every pill, or percocet that I ate

一天少吃一颗药

Cut down on the valium, that'll hurt everything

减少服用安定（一种药） 这东西把一切都弄坏了

But death is turning so definite, wait

但是没有如果 死亡变得如此清晰

They got me all hooked up to some machine

等等 他们把我整个人连接在机器上

I love you, being, didn't want you to know I was struggling

我爱你 一直爱你 不想让你知道我之前的挣扎

Feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine

感觉我像是一艘潜艇 正在慢慢沉入海里

Just heard that nurse say,

刚刚听到护士说

My liver and kidneys aren't functioning

我的肝肾不再运转了

Been flirtatious with death, skirt-chasing, I guess

我猜这是在跟死亡调情 在边缘追逐打闹

It's arrivederci, same nurse,

再见了（意大利语） 我听到刚刚的那个护士说

Just heard say they're unplugging me

他们要拔掉插头

And it's your birthday, Jade, I'm missing your birthday

今天是你的生日 Jade（阿姆的小女儿）我错过了你的生日

Baby girl, I'm sorry, I ******* hate when you hurt, Hai

宝贝女儿 我很抱歉 你难过的时候我真的很难受 Hailey

And sweeties, thank you for waiting to open gifts

亲爱的 你们还在等着和我一起打开礼物啊（阿姆因为这次抢救错过了和家人的圣诞节）

But, girls, you can just open 'em,

现在就拆开吧

Dad ain't making it home for Christmas

爸爸圣诞的时候回不去了

Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss

只希望我能有力气送去个飞吻

I go to make a fist, but I can't make one, I'm frozen stiff

我想攥起拳来 但是我做不到 因为我浑身僵硬

I yell, but nothing comes out, I'm crying inside, I shout

我叫喊着 但是发不出声音 我在心中哭喊 嚎叫

My vocal cords won't permit me,

我的声带发不出声音

I scream, but it's not allowed

我大声尖叫 但是没有用

You put your arm around mama, the karma, wow

我想到你搂着妈妈的样子 这就是命运吧

I just thought about the aisle,

我想到那条走廊

I'll never get to walk us down

咱们还从来没一起走过

Never see you, graduate in your caps and gowns

也再也没办法看见你毕业时穿着礼服戴着帽子的样子

It's 'bout to be 2008, how's this happening now?

2008年就要来了 怎么会出这种事？

I've got so much more to do, and Proof, I'm truly sorry

我还有这么多事情要去做 还有Proof 如果我让你失望了

If I let you down, but this tore me in two

真的很抱歉 但是我再也见不到你了

The thought of no more me and you

这事实让我几近崩溃

You gave me shoes, Nikes like new for me for school

你给我新的nike鞋让我去学校

Doody, I'm trying, but you, you were the glue that binded

兄弟（阿姆对Proof的昵称） 我在尝试 但是你是所有事情的核心

So many things, time, I'd give anything to rewind it

我愿意付出一切 只想让时间逆转

I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded

我不得不走下大厅

By pictures all on my walls

不断被我墙上的那些照片提醒着

And I couldn't sleep at night 'cause

我见到你在桌上 却没能去救你

That image burned in my brain of you on the table

这画面一直在我脑海中燃烧

Me falling across your body, not able to stand to save you

让我晚上无法入睡

God, why did you take him?

上帝啊 你为什么要带走他？

I'm tryna keep his legacy alive,

我在试着把他的遗产发扬光大

But I'm dying, where's Nathan?

但是我现在就要死了 Nathan在哪呢？（Nathan是阿姆的弟弟）

Little ladies, be brave, take care of your mother

我的姑娘们 勇敢点 照顾好你们的妈妈

Smile pretty for pictures, always cherish each other

要在照相的时候露出甜美的笑容 要一直珍惜彼此

I'll always love ya, and I'll be in the back of your memory

我一直爱着你们 也会一直在你们的记忆中

And I know you'll never forget me,

我知道你们是不会忘记我的

Just don't get sad when remembering

只是在想起我的时候不要难过

And, little bro, keep making me proud

还有 小兄弟 要一直让我骄傲

You better marry that girl 'cause she's faithfully down

最好娶那个女孩 她是真心爱你的

And when you're exchanging those sacred vows,

我真的想在现场

Just know that if I could be there

看看你们交换誓言

I would and should you ever see parenthood,

如果你看过为人父母的样子

I know you'll be good at it

我知道你会擅长这个的

Oh, almost forgot to do something, thank my father too

哦 差点忘了 也要感谢我的父亲

I actually learnt a lot from you,

事实上我从你那里学到了很多

You taught me what not to do

你让我知道什么是不能做的

And Mom, wish I'd have had the chance

还有 妈妈 希望我还能有机会

To have one last heart-to-heart honest and open talk with you

和你进行最后一次开诚布公的交谈

Doody, I see you, I go to walk to you

兄弟 我看到你了 我在走向你

And I can feel my soul leave my body

感受到我的灵魂离开身体

And float across the room

漂浮在这房间里

Nurses lean over the bed, pulling tubes out

护士们靠着床边 拔出管子

Then the sheet over my head, shut the room down

把床单盖在我的头上 关闭房间

Girls, please don't get upset,

姑娘们 不要烦恼

I see them cheeks soaking and wet

你们抓住我脖子的时候

As you squeeze hold of my neck,

我看见你们脸颊都湿透了

So forcibly, don't wanna let

如此用力 不想让我离开

Me go, pillow drenched, emotional wrecks

枕头被泪水浸湿 情绪接近崩溃

With every second, each closer to death

一秒一秒的接近死亡

But suddenly, I feel my heart begin to beat slow

但是突然之间 我感受到心脏重新开始慢慢跳动

Then a breath, machines go

然后 我喘过气来 机器开始哔哔哔的作响

Must've guessed the cheat codes to this ****

早该想到这破东西的作弊码的

I'm tryna rewind time like a tape, find an escape

我在尝试着回放时间 就像磁带一样 寻求逃跑的道路

Make a beeline, try and awake

径直前进

From this dream, I need to re-find

试着从梦境中清醒过来

My inner strength, to remind me

我要重新找回内在的力量

Even if a steep climb I must take

即使要攀登峭壁 我也要改正我的错误

To rewrite a mistake, I'm rewinding the tape

我在把我的磁带倒放

(I don't want it)

（我不想要这东西了）

I'll put out this last album, then I'm done with it

这是我最后的一张专辑了 再也不干了（这段07年时阿姆的话）

One hundred percent finished, fed up with it

肯定再也不干了 我受够了

I'm hanging it up, **** it

我把它挂起来 靠

Excuse the cursing, baby, but just know

不好意思骂人了 宝贝 但你要知道

That I'm a good person, though they portray me as cold

我是个好人 尽管他们说我很冷漠

And if things should worsen, but I bet you they won't

如果事情恶化 我可以向你保证他们不会的（这句之前的那些和Castle的歌词都一样）

I'm pledging to throw this methadone in the toilet

我发誓要把这些美沙酮都丢进厕所

Shred these old letters I wrote

撕掉我写的这些旧信件

All that old pathetic loathing, closing credits can roll

所有的那些又旧又可怜的声望可以滚了

I'm proud to be back, I'm 'bout to, like a rematch

我很自豪能回归 像复赛一般 我就要

Outdo Relapse

用Recovery和MMLP2

With Recovery, Mathers LP2

超过Relapse

Help propel me to victory laps

激励着我在胜利之后继续前行

Gas toward them and fast forward the past

加速前进 飞快的超过我的过去

Consider the last four minutes as

之前的这四分钟是我要

The song I'd have sang to my daughters

唱给我女儿的歌（这句话刚好到这首歌的四分钟）

If I'd have made it to the hospital

如果我当时没能在两小时内赶到医院 这就是我的终曲（当时的医生说阿姆再晚来两小时就死了）

Less than two hours later, but I fought it

但是我活下来了

Came back like a boomerang on 'em

像一个回旋镖一样 我又回来了（先离开再回来）

Now a new day is dawning, I'm up, Tuesday, it's morning

现在 到了新一天的黎明 我起床了 现在是星期二的早晨

Now I know

现在我知道了（倒带回阿姆在厕所晕倒、被送去医院之前，原本的他嗑嗨了什么都不知道，倒带回去之后，他很清醒，把原本让他濒临死亡的美沙酮冲进了厕所）